
All alone…
I held the hurt, I held the pain and all their sorrows
I saw such horror, and tears that fell as bitter rain
I stood tall, whoever they were, I Protected them all
All alone…
With rocks and stones began building my fortress home
Wanting to shout, wanting to yell but who could I tell
I was not living, I was burning in hell
All alone…
The dreams shook me from my sleep
Mind Movies, play again, they never cease
There is no peace, the trauma runs too deep
All alone…
One dark day the storm clouds came riding in
I looked down from the Tower I had built so high
The edge of a precipice, I fall or find my wings and fly
All alone…
Saturated by sorrow, I could hold no more
My Tower was now a prison and not a sanctuary
I had lost the key and was afraid to open the door
All alone…
My broken heart began to race, tomorrow I could not face
I believe an Angel of Light heard the calling of my Soul
On wings of Love she took me to blue skies above
No longer alone…
I was in a diaphanous castle in the Sky
The answers to my questions, all the reasons why
All the brutality, needless deaths and goodbyes
No longer alone…
A Lady of infinite beauty listened patiently as it all poured out
First a whisper and then a shout. Kindness too much to bare
The dam burst, I saw in her eyes such tender love and care
No longer alone…
Reflected in the eyes of the Goddess of all Humanity
I saw such deep empathy, compassion and love…I saw me!
I saw the rhyme and reason, watched my life unfold
She whispered my story needed to be told
So those walking a Protector’s path far from Home
Know they are Divinely Protected and NEVER alone
For we come from Love and will return to Love. Only Love is real.
Eily Nash ~2020